For the GERON Five (from Beyond Mental Illness)Dramatic anecdotal stories of brain restorationthat border on “too good to be true” are found at the Truehope website. I heard such a story at the Micronutrients for Mental Health Conference in 2009 in San Francisco. David Hardy spoke of a baby girl named Kati born with only half of her brain being functional. She suffered a stroke at birth due to a damaged umbilical connection. She was blind, could not breathe on her own, suffered seizures and half of her body was paralyzed. She was only kept alive by 24 hour a day supervision to keep her airways clear. Somehow, with supplemental oxygen and a feeding tube, the little girl survived in a vegetative like state until the age of 6 at which time her doctors told the parents that the 12 different drugs she was taking were not only failing to stop her seizures but also irreparably damaging her liver. She was going in and out of a coma like state. She was dying. The only question was whether she should continue to suffer. They suggested that the oxygen and feeding tube be withdrawn so the child could die. Tony Stephan asked the parents if they would be willing to give EMPowerplus a try. The parents agreed to give her the loading dose, the equivalent of 15 pills daily in a slurry in her feeding tube. In the first month, the seizures stopped, the oxygen was withdrawn, and no further suctioning was needed. In a year and a half she developed peripheral vision that slowly developed into central vision. Her neurons had not been functional but they were not dead. She learned to pick up objects, giggle, laugh and listen to music. In the hot summer, when she saw her father with a hand sprayer she would giggle in anticipation of his cooling her down with the spray. She eventually learned to move around, even though half her body remained paralyzed. She was even able to hug her mom. Her neurologist told the family he had never seen anything like this before. While her brain had been severely compromised by the stroke, EMPowerplus had helped her brain cells to grow and reconnect. She was still severely disabled, but she could see her mother and smile when she saw her. While there has been no systemic research on the effect of EMPowerplus on brain restoration, given the above anecdote and the restoration of rat brain discussed elsewhere in this book, it is reasonable to assume that the supplements stimulate the proteins necessary for growth and connectedness. Micronutrients are not only for the severely disabled. David Hardy told me of an informal study in which pregnant mothers took EMPowerplus. The average Apgar score of 107 babies was 9.7 compared to a national average of 7.9. In 2012 there are a total of 21 articles in professional journals demonstrating effect sizes up to 80% for a wide range of so-called mental disorders. We learned in Chapter 12 that perturbations in the brain are the norm as, for example, in ongoing cell apoptosis and regeneration, especially in the hypothalamus where stem cells promote new neurons. What about perturbations in those with bio behavioral syndromes? The research in this book suggests that those with Shrinking Brain Disorder have apoptosis and less regeneration than those without. In Chapter 7 we learned that nutrients can actually restore brain structure and function in rats. The implication is that those with bio behavioral syndromes need nutritional supplementation to feed the brain and activate those genes essential for brain restoration. We don’t know which nutrients optimize the genetic potential of the brain. We don’t know which nutrients “tell” which genes to create and maintain glial cells such as oligodendrocytes to support myelin production and maintenance. We don’t know which nutrients “tell” which genes to create neurotrophins.[i] But based on the results in the rat studies discussed in Chapter 7, where missing brain tissue actually regrew, Dr. Bonnie Kaplan’s statement is apropos. “Any medication that had this effect would catch a lot of peoples’ attention.”
[i] Some neurotropins include brain-derived nerve growth factor (NGF), neurotrophic factor (BDNF), neurotrophin-3 (NT-3), and neurotrophin-4 (NT-4).
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Since you lectured in Ashland in January I tried the Empower Plus, and have now been off lithium since the spring, with no change in mood. I am still hyper (getting 3 hours of sleep a night) but not manic or even hypo-manic, and have been loving my life more than I ever did when I was "normal" before becoming bipolar at age 60. By the way I am a LCSW too. I do feel that the potential for my mood shifting any day is still there, but I've been stable now for a year and a half, one year on lithium and half a year on Empower Plus that I'm starting to dare to hope that it's permanent. Peter Silverman Note by the editor Since the timing of mood shifts is highly variable, a long period of stability would be needed to know that a particular treatment is working.
Dave, Thank you for reading my e-mail. I think it would be great to create a place at your site where people could share their story. I would like to share my story with you and so here it is. I started having panic attacks in the third grade and from there things continued to get worse. I was first hospitalized at the age of 17 years old. At that time I drank heavily to get rid of the racing thoughts and terrible mood swings. I continued to suffer with symptoms of my illness and to be hospitalized multiple times in the next 15 years. Approximately 5 years ago my illness took a turn for the worse. I suffered a complete mental breakdown, and not knowing what I was doing I carved "I hate me" in my leg with a razor. I was subsequently hospitalized again for 3 weeks and for the next 6 months I did not even know where I was or what I was doing. I lost my job and my life do to my illness. After 6 months of being on many medication (12 at one time) that did not work the doctors decided to try ECT treatment. I received 6 ECT treatments with only very mild improvement. For the next four years I was totally unable to function, and I was in and out of the hospital (10 times last year alone). The illness totally consumed my life and just about destroyed it. After being ill for so long I had given up the will to continue to live and attempted suicide several times. The doctors no longer knew what to do for me and had basically decided that I would not get any better. Essentially my life was over at the age of 34. Then the miracle of Empowerplus came into my life as you know. My doctors are absolutely amazed at how well I am doing. My counselor stated to me that they had basically given up any hope of me getting any better, and did not think I would make it through another year. But, now I love every day of my life. I never think of hurting myself in any way - never. I am currently seeking employment, and look forward to re-entering the workforce. I have two children, and they have been through a lot due to my illness. I can be a mother to them again, and that is wonderful. I want to get the word out to people about this wonderful alternative to medication, especially people like me for whom the medication did not work, and they too have given up hope. Therefore, please feel free to share my story with anyone you would like. If I can help one other person it would mean a lot to me. Thanks again and God Bless You! Regina ReginaE32968@cs.com
The following material regards the use of amino acids and other natural measures to treat depression. While these ideas do not apply to everyone, many of these concepts and approaches may be germane to many, if not most, persons that are in a depressed state. The current medical model almost summarily uses various antidepressant medications in which to treat depression. These medications often operate to increase the availability or usage of the neurotransmitters of serotonin and/or dopamine in the brain. Many orthomolecular and naturopathic practitioners and books extol the use of 5HTP or tryptophan to increase one's serotonin level, and the use of tyrosine, phenylalanine, or both to increase dopamine. They recommend this for the treatment of depression. Certainly, these amino acids, taken along with the necessary vitamin and mineral cofactors, do exactly as intended, which is to increase serotonin or dopamine in one's brain. And certainly, doing so often substantially alleviates the symptoms of depression. The substitution of antidepressants that work on the serotonin or dopamine axis with nutrient precursors that do the same represents "an allopathic conceptual approach" to depression. However, depression, far more often than not, is not simply a lack of serotonin or dopamine or both. This is true even if raising the levels of one or both of these two key neurotransmitters often brings substantial relief to this state of mental and physical dysfunction. Depression is often a broad deficiency state across most, if not all, of the entire neurotransmitter range... and there are about 100 known neurotransmitters. Once depression is recognized as such, it is profoundly treatable in an amazingly short time. In my recovery from manic depression, I began to use tryptophan, tyrosine, and phenylalanine in mid 1997, with very substantial and positive mood effect. I initially used tryptophan, taurine, and GABA daily for brain inhibition and to assist with sleep (this regime is very similar to what Julia Ross suggests in her book "The Mood Cure"). I also used the key nutrient combination of 500 mg. of L- carnitine in the morning and phosphatidyl choline throughout the day to slow the spontaneous rate of neuronal firing in my brain, an effect that was very similar to lithium. In addition to this, to treat depression in myself I used both tyrosine alone and/or a tyrosine/phenylalanine combination on a fairly regular basis from May 1997 until February 2000. The use of tryptophan, tyrosine, and phenylalanine did substantially help me to alleviate depression in myself, and I learned a great deal from the use of these amino acids... however... I later found that just jazzing my serotonin and dopamine levels, as helpful as this was to my mood and well being for a few years or so, was a rather weak approach to treating depression in both myself and other persons vs. increasing the levels of all of my neurotransmitters all at once. One must realize that out of the roughly 100 known neurotransmitters, 99 of them are amino acid based, and the key exception here is acetylcholine. Assuming that all of the vitamin and mineral cofactors are present, the entire amino acid range and choline (or phosphatidyl choline, it's more active form), represents precursor loading of the entire neurotransmitter range, for all ostensible purposes. In February of 2000, I began to experiment with taking broad based amino acids, rather than simply taking a few individual ones to treat depression in myself. Almost immediately, by a process of trial and error, I found that a mixture of two readily available blends of amino acids, along with added tryptophan, carnitine, phosphatidyl choline, and vitamins B complex and C, would boost me out of any degree of depression that I was in and/or keep me out of depression entirely if I took it in adequate quantity often enough. Specifically, the two blends of amino acids that I am referring to here are Pure Form 20 and WAC blend from www.jomarlabs.com. After trial and error of a number of Jomar Laboratories blended amino acid products in early 2000, I settled on a 50/50 mix of these two specific blends to affect mood change in myself. These two blends are quite reasonable in cost, reasonable enough for most persons to be able to afford in quantity. I would commonly get a kilogram of each blend in either powder (the powder does not taste too good. yuck!) or capsule form and take between 20 and 50 grams or more in total of these blends on a daily basis (10 to 25 grams of each blend). To these amino acid blends, I would add some tryptophan, for which I had a prescription, and ALWAYS add carnitine and phosphatidyl choline as well (if I did not add choline I would get a bit of a headache if I took too large a dosage of these two blends). I would also always take vitamins B complex and C at the same time, along with lots of water. The effect of my using the broad based neurotransmitter precursor approach discussed above on my mood and well being was, and still is, absolutely AWESOME, compared to my prior approach of just using tryptophan, tyrosine, and phenylalanine in order to effect mood change in myself. The single and crucial catch to all of the above was that I had to be adequately absorptive in my gut. Since 1997, I have found that the absorptive rate in my intestines could vary widely from day to day and week to week depending. Even a single exposure to a rather small amount of a food that I was allergic to could substantially impair my intestinal absorptive ability for days, assuming that I did not recognize this and intervene. I also learned that if I was bloated in my abdominal area I was malabsorptive as well. In addition, I if I was exposed to a lot of allergic food, that I could quite easily get to the point where I could not even absorb water well, much less almost any nutrients at all, until this situation was resolved. And lastly, I learned how to massively correct my nutrient absorptive rate within a matter of hours. Once I learned how to correct my nutrient absorptive rate I could effect absolutely profound change in my mood and well being. I have found that it does not take the brain that long to build a lot of neurotransmitters, once it has adequate nutrient raw material to work with. Even four or five hours can be very significant in this regard. I can quite literally correct a state of very severe depression with suicidal ideation in myself within a single day, something that no one else in the world can do at this time, to the best of my knowledge. Once I put the above concepts together, I realized that I had gained complete and profound control of any and all states of depression in myself, as well as I could avoid such states entirely if I so wished to do so. This is a fact that has been true for over three and a half years. It is also a fact that I fully expect will remain so for the rest of my life, as long as I have access to the supplements discussed here. Here are some other lessons I learned:
Nothing has done more for me both physically and mentally than the free form amino acid blends and the necessary added nutrients that I have mentioned. These necessary added nutrients are tryptophan, phosphatidyl choline, carnitine, EFA's, and the entire vitamin and mineral range for the most part. I refuse to teach any person how to use excitatory nutrients until they learn how to use inhibitory ones, ESPECIALLY if they are bipolar. Never forget the two most common causes of recurrent depression in anyone. These are the issues of the likelihood of multiple hidden food allergies and the likelihood of intestinal dysbiosis. Usually when someone has one of these problems, they almost always have the other as well. These two issues always ought to ALWAYS be assessed and/or addressed in any person that suffers from chronic or recurrent depression. I sincerely hope that the above material is helpful to the reader.
I'll start out with my treatment plan; its probably the most
interesting for people. This is a 100% "natural" approach. I am Bipolar II,
depressed almost 100% of the time, concurrent with hypomanic behavior (Mixed
State).
1) Exercise: weight training and cardiovascular workout 5
days/week.
This helps fight my constant depression. I also use the
weight training to build muscle mass and burn fat without caloric restriction
dieting.
2) Diet
The idea is
to keep blood sugar stable, maintain brain glucose levels and reduce
depression.
5 moderately sized meals a day
40-50% protein, the rest is high quality fats and complex
carbs
Elimination of all foods identified in IgG food allergy
test, especially including wheat and dairy.
3) Nutritional supplements include:
For Bipolar:
Vitamin A, C, B6, B12 - required vitamins
Calcium, Magnesium, Zinc - required minerals
Manganese - helps with GABA production
Lithium Orotate - mood stabilizer
Fish Oil - brain food
Quercetin (this herb is a mast cell stabilizer, helps
to reduce histamine levels)
5HTP - for Serotonin
SAMe - overall neurotransmitter synthesis;
specifically helps with Epinephrine levels
DL-Phenylalanine - source of many excitory
neurotransmitters
Mucuna (this herb supplies L-Dopa, a predcursor to
Dopamine)
Theanine - helps with GABA levels
Taurine - relaxing (GABA agonist,
Glutamate antagonist)
Even with the Theanine and Managanese, I still have trouble producing enough GABA. I'll sometimes supplement with Kava and Valerian during the day to keep myself balanced.
For insomnia:
Kava - relaxing
Valerian - increases GABA levels
Melatonin - helps with sleep.
Hypericum - relaxing, helps induce sleep
Rauwolfia - reduces adrenaline level, helps with sleep
Phosphatidylserine - reduces cortisol levels
This program was developed with the help of an N.D. I measure
my neurotransmitter levels with a test from
www.neuroscienceinc.com.
This has been very helpful to target specific neurotransmitter levels and
develop a good baseline mood. I continue to measure and adjust every three
months (I figure this will take about a year) to get to optimal levels.
This program is not cheap. I spend about $300/month on
supplements. Also scheduling daily exercise, supplements, and 5 meals can be
a PITA. However the only time I don't feel good is when I don't keep up with
the program. If I fall off the wagon, it only takes a day or two back on
track to feel good again. This is a far superior solution than the
psychopharm I've tried. I feel good with no side effects.
Here is my brief history:
As early as I can remember, my thoughts have been accompanied
by a sense of loss. As happy as I ever was, throughout all my childhood and
adolescence, I always felt uncentered, always a few steps away from feeling
"good".
My first major depression occurred at about seventeen. My
first job was at a local gas station. I really enjoyed this work - meeting
people pumping their gas, helping travelers with emergency tire repairs and
other road service; I was working hard to pay for my new car and keep it
running. I missed having all the free time used to have, now that I was
obligated to have to work to keep this car on the road. It seemed like a
trap. My friends were all out having fun, and I had to work after school
every day. But if I gave up the job I would lose the car and wouldn't have
the freedom to travel around to see my friends when I wasn't working. This
turned into a major depression that lasted for about two months. I neglected
my friends, my job, and my girlfriend, and binge spent to try to try to make
myself feel better. I pulled myself out of it after a near nervous breakdown
by reducing my work hours.
Looking back, a more normally functioning brain could have
reasoned its way through this minor dilemma with far less stress on
relationships, job, myself, and my wallet. This was the first of many cycles
of working hard, achieving success, and undoing all my work in a rebound
depression.
In college and my early career, I continued this pattern by
starting classes and projects with energetic fervor, impressing fellow
students, professors and coworkers with my intelligence, enthusiasm, and
ability to take on tremendous jobs and projects and get them ALMOST
done...only to disappear at the last minute, depressed, sullen, withdrawn,
alone. Several times, I'd achieve positions of responsibility, only to set
back my career with medical leave due to severe depression.
When I was about 25, I decided it was time to seek professional
help. Over
the course of three years we discussed my ongoing depressions, my behavior
when I felt "expansive", my spending habits when I was depressed, and the
subsequent bankruptcy. My counselor made a firm diagnosis of Post Traumatic
Stress Disorder. I was surprised because I'd never thought anything traumatic
had ever happened to me. But she helped me realize that every childhood
scraped knee, every act of parental discipline, was trauma or emotional
abuse. For the next 15 years, I relied on her diagnosis of depression and
anxiety caused by PTSD.
I worked with a psychiatrist to get on antidepressants.
However I wasn't messed up enough to hold his interest. We experimented with
a few drugs and settled on Zoloft. He then had me follow up with my primary
care physician. Zoloft relieved some of the depression, and got me energized
enough to get a new, exciting job. This felt like progress. Around this time
I got married.
I hated the side effects of the Zoloft, and quit. I started
using St. John's Wort and Ginkgo Biloba to help manage my depression. This
sustained my energetic state and kept me on the fastrack at my new job. I
slept less than 5 hours a night. This was the dot-com era and I was right in
the middle of it. The financial payoff was phenomenal. Between 1999 and 2001
I made over $750,000. My wife and I bought a house in a coastal town. Then
depression started creeping back in. Relying on my PTSD diagnosis, I figured
I was overstressed and quickly switched to Zoloft, which sustained my energy
level for another 2 years. I had very little contact with our two kids during
this time. I was either working at my job or furiously remodeling our house.
Well, what goes up must come down. About 2 years ago
the Zoloft failed and my depression became overwhelming. I lost interest in
almost all activities. My doctor switched me to Paxil, which also failed,
leaving me in a miserable, dark mood. Drinking was the only way I could calm
down and feel better. My wife was giving me a hard time about drinking too
much. She couldn't understand this was the only way I could calm down and
relieve my internal anguish. I shared my frustration by yelling at everybody
- wife, kids, coworkers, customers. I also burned about $100,000 in savings
on various spending binges.
One evening I was about halfway through my second bottle of red
wine, surfing the net for information on alternatives to Paxil. I came across
a website called quitpaxil.org. I read a posting from a writer who complained
about how much his girlfriend had been drinking since she started Paxil. She
had always been a light drinker, but since she started the Paxil, she drank a
case of beer each night. She also had developed a very angry and irritable
personality. This complaining sounded too familiar. Somewhere in my brain,
marinated with wine and paxil, a synapse fired...correctly. I clicked to the
"withdrawal guide", started reading, and thoroughly enjoyed finishing what
would be my last bottle of wine for a very long time
Based on the information at quitpaxil.org, I decided the best
course of action to kick my 75mg/day paxil habit was to quit cold turkey, and
supplement with this stuff called 5HTP. The next morning I woke up, skipped
my paxil, and bought some 5HTP. Within 30 minutes of taking the 5HTP, I
felt...better. That meant that there wasn't enough serotonin in my brain for
the SSRI to have any effect on. The three week withdrawal period from Paxil
was no picnic but that's another story.
I continued to surf the 'net, reading about 5HTP, trying to get
more information about this stuff called "natural medicine". 5HTP
hadn't cured of my depression, but I felt better, and had no side effects I
was still relying on my PTSD diagnosis, so I searched for natural solutions
to PTSD and stress. Eventually I discovered there are doctors called
Naturopaths who specialize in natural medicine.
I found a Naturopath near work, and over a period of several
months we measured my neurotransmitters using a urine and saliva test, checked
for IgG food allergies, and developed the program I described above. After
watching my ups and downs for several months, my ND suggested I get evaluated
for Bipolar Disorder. I assured him I had been through three years with an
excellent counsellor and she would have picked up on something like that. My
wife had been spending some time on the internet researching long-term
depresson and mental health issues, and also suggested I get evaluated for
Bipolar. I assurred my wife that I had been through extensive counseling and
I had depression caused by PTSD.
But once again, somewhere in my brain a synapse fired
correctly. Two trusted people had made the same observation. I did some web
research and read about Bipolar, depression, and the required manic or
hypomanic state. I'd never been manic or hypomanic in my life. I'd never
been hospitalized in a psychotic state. I always completed projects, and I
was very judicious with money. I left my computer and walked thru my
half-remodeled basement that I would finish Real Soon Now, walked outside
around our yard and observed the half-completed landscaping jobs I would
finish in the spring. I walked up the driveway that I had spontaneously
widened one day when I'd rented a Bobcat for a different (still incomplete)
landscaping project. The driveway still needed to be paved. I planned to
rent some equipment and do that in the spring. Then I thought how nice it
would be to pay someone to finish all this work, except I couldn't afford it
because of my depleted savings. I decided to make an appointment with a
psychologist for an evaluation.
After a pretty straightforward diagnosis of Bipolar II with
Mixed State, I began counseling. Leery of therapy this time, I evaluated
three different counselors and settled on one who seemed the most effective.
He specializes in Cognitive Behavioral therapy, which is a very rational
process of replacing distorted thinking with realistic ideas. I found this
far superior to the introspective counseling I went through when I was
younger. My negative emotions are due to whacked out brain chemistry, not
half-forgotten childhood events. I believe I was seeing the wrong kind of
counselor originally. She had a hammer: abuse and trauma therapy; all
problems were nails: PTSD. I'm sure her counseling is very effective for many
people, but it was clearly the wrong roadmap for me.
I have also discovered I have several aunts and uncles with
Bipolar disorder. This isn't discussed openly due to stigma. Its too bad
because I might have recognized the signs in myself a lot earlier in my life.
The Bipolar diagnosis has been very helpful. With this
information, I've been able to get on the right path to health. My naturopath
and I have used it to augment my treatment program. I've discovered people
online with similar experiences and thought processes. I understand myself a
lot more; I used to think I was the only person who felt like I do - now I
feel a lot less alone. With a much better mood from my treatment plan, I've
been able to reconnect with my wife and kids and renew friendships I've
neglected. I can be in a good mood without having to take on insanely large
projects at work and at home. I've still got a long way to go till I'm 100%,
but I'm getting healthier every day.
The good news is
that on the SCD diet, not only did I get off ALL my medications, but I have
never felt, looked, or 'been' so good in my life. The diet has worked
consistently well. All of my family have been converted to believers, as has
my (now) fiancé and anyone else who sees me. I am still taking that liquid
multivitamin, but that's all. It's really the diet that makes the difference,
but I must say that when I don't take the vitamin, I feel a reduction in the
quality of my life.
I had an experience yesterday that I think I should share with you. My father, well-meaning though he is, did not realize that there was gluten in the teriyaki marinade on the pork tenderloin he fixed us the night before last. I had a violent reaction. I'm attaching the account below.
It started when I
tried to eat anything, I got really irritable and my stomach hurt. This
mounted as the day went on and everything I tried to eat (on my diet) made
things worse. By the time we got home from the mall (we'd gone from 10-1), I
was insane. I was screaming and throwing things and physically attacking my
fiancé. Then my stomach hurt so bad all I could do was get in bed with
the heating pad on high. I took 3 Tylenol and fell asleep for three hours.
When I woke up, I was still ornery. Everything looked bleak, hopeless, and annoying. I couldn't stand to be touched. Even my clothes bothered me. Finally, as I continued to eat the blandest, most strictly on the diet things, I started to get better. By 11 pm or so, I was feeling pretty much normal again. This is the first time in over two months that I've had such violent feelings. It was exhausting. I couldn't concentrate, couldn't get anything done, more importantly there wasn't anything my fiance' could say or do to calm me down. I was like an injured/sick cat that would attack any living thing that came in range. I did my best, because I knew it was freaking him out, but in the end there was very little I could do to control my behavior. The more he interacted with me, the more dangerous it was for him.
I realize this sounds absurd, but now I'm totally
calm again. I feel so peaceful. I feel so happy and loving and I can't even
fathom feeling that violent for any reason right now. I think if someone
told me they'd burned down our house, I would just wonder if the
insurance covered it.
I think that this experience convinced me 100% of
the connection between gluten, gut, and mental illness. What I haven't
figured out, is what reaction is occurring that causes my violent behavior.
The absorption issues are fairly straightforward,
and I know that they are the issue for the majority of foods. That is, foods
are on a spectrum of 'difficulty to absorb' and depending on the state of my
gut at a given time, I may have difficulty. When I do, my immune system
attacks the unabsorbed food and that causes a great deal of my symptoms -
usually allergies, body pains, gut discomfort, fuzzy
brain, irritability, etc.
But what is happening with the gluten?? The
violent behavior is directly connected with gluten. There's a missing
component to the theory. Something is happening in my body that is not
cumulative but quite acute. The argument for psychiatric symptoms is that
the amino acids that are necessary for proper neuron functioning are not
being absorbed properly. I don't think that's an active enough hypothesis.
I think something else is happening. I think maybe
something in the gluten is not 'not being absorbed' but rather getting
converted into a poisonous substance that affects my body like a drug. A
drug that is being injected into my body every time I try to eat something.
It makes me borderline psychotic.
I think that if I had not eaten anything yesterday
at all, I would have been uncomfortable but not violent. Every time I tried
to eat something is when things went awry.
I think the process of malabsorption is much more
complicated than people have fathomed just yet. Perhaps when the body can't
absorb something it releases a chemical. Could it really just be a violent
attack of the immune system? I know when my immune system is attacking my
gut, that's a slightly different feeling. That's just runny nose down the
back of my throat, sneezing, itchy throat, gurgling stomach, discomfort,
diarrhea. That's food allergies. But what happens when I eat gluten follows
a different pattern. My circulatory system shuts down. My hands and feel and
head get so cold, I feel chilled (that's why I was so single-minded about
getting in the jacuzzi even though it's August). I get a monumental
headache, all my sinuses close up, my neck gets stiff, all my muscles get
tight and stiff. My brain shuts down, and yet the thoughts race. I don't
sleep properly. Then the next day, I can't eat anything. My stomach hurts
terribly. And I get irritable and then violent. Finally, I pass out from
exhaustion.
Back on my diet, it's so fascinating, I just feel
so peaceful and clear-headed. Total equanimity. Furthermore, I sleep so well
that I only need 6 hours sleep. (I went to bed at 2 and woke up at 8, I feel
great) I can't sleep more than that. I needed 9-10 hours before (hence the 3
hour nap yesterday?). I wake up refreshed and excited about the day, but
with a zen-like peaceful calm, I'm productive and concentrate so well.
Everything looks good...
They say that if you've been on the diet and go
off, the reaction is quite huge. But then it dissipates quickly. I guess
that's what happened. It was a microcosm of what my life was like until I
started the diet.
Anyway, now we know that even a pork tenderloin
marinade with gluten in it can cause HUGE problems. It's amazing, just a
marinade. I'm sure that little bit of cheese and sausage in
mushrooms didn't help, but I've had little bits of cheese and sausage before
and only gotten 'food allergy' symptoms...
What I learned from this: Next time I accidentally
eat gluten, I think what I should do is fast. I should fast for 24 hours
until it's out of my system. This will determine whether trying to eat other
things is making it worse or not - whether it's an inevitable process of
detoxification or something that can be ameliorated.
Anonymous
I'VE ALMOST CURED MYSELF OF
SCHIZOPHRENIA--WITHOUT DRUGS
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